big sigh

well hello downswing.. I seem to just not get the engine on running normal again, the big fishes keep sucking out on me the last few days, since NYE.. feels so bad and depressed :( the only highlight was a HU fight on 3/6 against this luckbox, took like 2k$ off him before he ran away scared.. he damn should have stayed for another hour and it would have been all mine ffs :p anyways, I really hope things will turn around fast because I am no way near my goal of 50k, so I guess I can write that off also :( meh! need a good heater for the rest of the month, pretty please?

Ryu